digital diary

not really a diary y'all, but it looks aesthetic.

alright stalkers, so here you are. Welcome.
This entire page here will probably be the longest and most detailed page. Why, you may ask? Well, this is my informations page, and it's literally all about me.Like, I'm not kidding dawg. Everything below will be about me, my achievements and what I've used, what has helped me, links to websites and exectera.
so, this is the exact, borderline step by step, crystal clear instructions on the way i might do this little bitch of a thing called life.

ORGANISATION

If there is one thing I can offer first, it is to become organised.
and a super cute way that you can put your notes, essays and nearly anything into an aesthetically pleasing note-app like organiser, I would tell you to use Notion.It's a free app, so already great, and it's just like a premium version of the notes app. You can have sections, create header, create tabs and there isn't a word limit on anything, so it's full free reign.It is a massive help for school, work, university or just in general. You can add pretty little pictures to help capture the essence of what you create, you can make links to website as a shortcut and you can get it on your phone, tablet, laptop and just about any device needed.So, if you're planning a holiday, mapping out the world-building of your story, placing your account passwords or just wanting the luxury life of a note apps, then just get Notion.
This isn't even sponsored or anything, it's just a really good app

CONNECTION

want to get to know someone? try to look stuff to do up alone and continue to find the same six things? literally look no more, because i have it ALL.
everything you've been looking for, all right here for the very cheap price of photos of your credit card (front and back)

  • Go through the 40h playlists you've made and been creating for the last 2 years and go through each song and rate them thoroughly.

  • brush each other's teeth. y'all breath might smell nasty, and you don't even know it. go brush ur teeth.

  • find an absurd fanfiction and read it aloud like your the main character.

  • go out and steal a traffic cone.

  • come up with safewords for each other -literally, you will use it for the rest of your life.

  • watch a music video, and recreate all of it. bonus points if you do acapella to it as well.

  • if ur not broke, go out and buy each other books that you think they might need. take this one seriously, deepen your friendship and actually get them a book you think they might enjoy and cherish and when you meet next, talk about the book.

  • tell them about your old friend group.

  • see who can get viral first by spreading lies.

  • it's time to go to a rage room and play classical music while destroying shii.

  • explain in detail how you would've saved everyone on the titantic.

  • create poems designed to tear into your souls and rip them apart <3

  • do an olympic athlete's work out routine.

  • tell each other the most memorable childhood nightmare you can.

  • create the most fire photo shoot ever -i'm talking everything. make the scene, choose the fits, go full blown jojo-pose, research on pinterest. Go full ass photographer.

  • make bracelet's that match each other's eyes.

  • store each other's tears in a sealed container.

  • plan a trip to anywhere. 20 minute drive, 8 hour flight. where ever, just plan the trip.

CAPTURE TIME

If you don't have it physically, you don't have it at all. Photos? Nope, print them out. Notes, write them in notepads, anything digital that means something to you -you must have a physical form for it.And although it's not really of the same measure, an aesthetic way to capture these moments in time, is to buy a journal. write in it. about anything at all. a letter to yourself, grocery list, drawings, whatever. Something just to keep the things you want in one big book. junk journals, average notebooks, you name it. write a letter, put some money in it and move on with your day until you suddenly come across it again and find some loose change.Also, get yourselves a scrap-book. Glue down photos, glue down parts of the memory, Write it down, the date, the day, the event -anything. Something to look back and remember. Photo's of yourself to remember how young and hot you were, the lore of your life.

THE RISK OF BEING ALIVE

There's nothing boring about life, what's boring is you.it's the opportunities you won't take, it's the things you say no to, it the simple little things that might not matter, but in the long run -they do. So live a little on the edge, be a little daring, a little bold. put yourself out there, because life is full of plot twists you won't turn the page to.
It is not 'cringe' to be alive. You don't lose 'aura points' for existing. You have a life. You are alive, and what are the chances? Of all things trying to stop you, and yet here you stand -a beating heart and a soul full of life.You are alive, and therefore you must live. Even if you don't find the meaning of life, even if there are hardships along the way -learn that life is just life. It's full of ups and downs, it full of the good, the bad and the ugly and beautiful. That's what makes it special.And yes, people will look. Yes, people still stare -because you dare to be alive. You dare to live as your authentic self, despite what their own single-mindedness has to say about it. You dare to wake up before anyone else and you dare to sleep in until noon. You dare to live and you dare to rest. People are never happy with what others are doing, it's a simple fact and I am not trying to change that; I am trying to help you.So dance in public or in the rain, kiss that girl, date that boy, post those videos, do that exercise, smile at that eldery lady, help the old man cross the road, start that hobby, ask that question, learn that skill.Just be you. Unapologetically and authentically you.Life is hard. And coming from a 16 year old girl might mean nothing, but i have been alive for 16 years, learning and overcoming many paths -whether they are hard or easy.
I understand that sometimes it's hard to thug this shit out, but you have to. You owe it to yourself, you owe it to the people you will soon meet, the life ahead of you. You owe it all to that. Why is it you that gets to decide that your suffering was for nothing? Why is it you who knows how to change and yet won't because 'today is just not that day...'Make it that day.If you have just woken up, if you're about to fall asleep. If your on your way to an event, if your alone on the bus station or if you just stare to doom scroll, think of everything you could be doing now. Think of what everyone else is doing -think how you are going to be different. So many people go about life in such different way, but think about how so many people are just placeholders for the interesting people.
For the people who matter.Why aren't you someone who matters? In the long run, in the short run? For yourself? For the benefit of others? Why can't you be the reason someone believes in the good of life? Why can't you be the reason you are happy?Answer that; Why can't you be happy?
What's in your way?Do everything you can to overcome that. Shift your attitude, change your environment. Find new music, find your people. Focus on your skills, retreat back to the forms of art you are passionate in. Excell in your academic skills simply for sake of it. Learn things. Know things.Be alive.